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Thursday, September 18, 2008

Do you love me?

Had a brief meet up with my coordinator last nite to tie things down. Other than talking biz we also update each other abt live and stuff. It was comfortable for me to share my prayer needs and I'm glad I did. I believe God had send her into my mist to remind me something, which I was blinded for so many years.
It was finally brought to my attention that all these years.... he was being drown in the pain of rejection and that had led him to cease every opportunity to get back at the one who hurt him. Now that explains his actions, that explains his rejection of others. Rejection had overwhelmed him – rejection hurts.

I understood why this question kept popping in my mind this week "do you love me? If so, love him." I spend the whole night sorting it out with the Lord. It’s going to be challenging and painful. I know He wanted me to pray for him (more fervently). He was leading me towards understanding and compassion. God wanted me to see this person as His child who had made mistakes (just like me) and didn't realize how their words and actions affected others. He wanted me to feel what he felt. He wanted me to love and forgive them. I am convicted. I made a promise that I will make up for all the wasted years of not showing compassion and acceptance. Somehow I know it’s gonna get better not worse cause He is doing something beautiful in my life.

~~Huimin~~ at 9/18/2008 11:23:00 am

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