Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Thanksgiving
I'v been experiencing more and more of God’s grace each day and my heart is filled with thanksgiving!
1) Thank God for an open door and a great opportunity to practice what I’m trained for. Hurray!
2) Sweet messages from different ones at youth that they appreciate what I’ve done for them. Feel loved, appreciated and excited as I see how they’ve grown!!
3) Wedding preps… thank God that we’re still on schedule. And willing ones who volunteer their help and brilliant ideas. (drew, you are one of them! I was pai seh to ask but God knows my heart & impressed that idea on you? hee hee, thks bro & WAP team in advance)
4) Super nice colleagues who brightens my day or should I say I brighten theirs cause they’re always coming to my work station wanting me to ‘entertain’ them with my silly actions and lame jokes.
5) thank God for guiding us to this nice & affordable LCD TV for my family as our wedding appreciation gift.
6) will be attending my convo on 16 Oct morning and my family (including my brother without missing school) can attend too, Happy!
7) oh though it's not my thanksgiving but I'm really glad my bro is doing well for all his papers. Pray that he'll continue to score for his big Os.
7) Being able to wake up on time is a thankgiving too! :P
and the list continues… :)
~~Huimin~~ at 9/30/2008 05:12:00 pm
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
Do you love me?
Had a brief meet up with my coordinator last nite to tie things down. Other than talking biz we also update each other abt live and stuff. It was comfortable for me to share my prayer needs and I'm glad I did. I believe God had send her into my mist to remind me something, which I was blinded for so many years.
It was finally brought to my attention that all these years.... he was being drown in the pain of rejection and that had led him to cease every opportunity to get back at the one who hurt him. Now that explains his actions, that explains his rejection of others. Rejection had overwhelmed him – rejection hurts.
I understood why this question kept popping in my mind this week "do you love me? If so, love him." I spend the whole night sorting it out with the Lord. It’s going to be challenging and painful. I know He wanted me to pray for him (more fervently). He was leading me towards understanding and compassion. God wanted me to see this person as His child who had made mistakes (just like me) and didn't realize how their words and actions affected others. He wanted me to feel what he felt. He wanted me to love and forgive them. I am convicted. I made a promise that I will make up for all the wasted years of not showing compassion and acceptance. Somehow I know it’s gonna get better not worse cause He is doing something beautiful in my life.
~~Huimin~~ at 9/18/2008 11:23:00 am
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Friday, September 12, 2008
running on empty soon.. screaming for help but no one hears... haix. I'm looking forward for 14Sept. Crazy but i love burning lanterns!! :P i wanna eat mooncakes & burn lanterns!! wahaha
~~Huimin~~ at 9/12/2008 10:56:00 pm
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