Monday, February 11, 2008
Sticking my head in for awhile...
Hi everyone,
its been ages since i last blogged... all the posts are dominated by huimin already, so i decided to pop my head in for a bit and blog.
so far the new job's been... i'm not too sure how to describe it really... in a sense i'm happy that i don't have to travel anymore and I have time to spend with huimin, yet at the same time the working environment isn't as warm and friendly and easygoing as it was before. No doubt that there are things to learn here, but at the end of the day the 'feeling' of it all is just not there... well i'll have to take it till the end of my contract period and ask God if doors will be opening... maybe the doors are already open and i'm just hesitating to walk through them... my ex-boss still sms-es me every now and again, haha.
there's been so much 'CHANGE' happening in church this year, but its not just happening in the church. Changes are happening in my family, in friends, in my future too. Preparing for the wedding is already making me see how much things need to be changed!! No doubt I'm looking forward to married life with huimin, but there's so many areas that I need to work on and change... from lifestyle habits to communication to working attitudes to sleeping habits?!
i'm glad i managed to have those conversations with ps wilson and sashi... it provides me with some perspective on the options i have... God, will You light the path BLINDINGLY BRIGHT for me so i can't hide from it?
i apologize for the random rants, just typing out offhand what's coming out from my head. maybe i'll have the time to blog a little more... and most likely i won't...
another 312 days my love... =)
ps: i think its about time i change my blogskin....
~~derek~~ at 2/11/2008 05:06:00 pm
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