Tuesday, October 07, 2003
Good afternoon peepz! another daily dose of life...
have you ever been so bored that you wondered why? I have.. in fact pretty often.. those who know me will know that I'm one of the busiest people on earth... ok maybe not but i'm pretty busy!! at least I try to be.. =) I
CANNOT stand being bored... my week has got to be more or less planned out ahead of time... so that I'll have something to do throughout the week...
and once upon a blue moon something struck me. why do i want to be busy? all around me people are trying the ways and means to get out of work and trying to 'siam' all the arrows... what I mean by not being busy is having absolutely no idea of what to do and basically... doing nothing! I have my fair share of work yes, and i also want to 'siam' work, but I don't like the idea of not having anything to do... even when it comes to having fun and relaxing it has got to be going somewhere, meeting some people, doing stuff...
is my life that boring that it revolves around activities? or am I that dependant on the activity and whom I carry it out with such that I don't enjoy time on my own? perhaps I don't want to be on my own... are you a person like that? are you one who enjoys personal time... or like me appreciates all the time that is spent fruitfully with friends or work or doing other stuff? something for all the world to think about...
~~derek~~ at 10/07/2003 02:01:00 pm
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